Rants rants rants.

Okayyyyy. I knew I would need you to be my listener somewhere along this week.

& tonight's it. But you aren't hereeeeee. )):

Miss you kor!!!

But I'm glad you're having fun doing guards. & I hope those pictures would bring a little of home to you (: Haha.

Btw, you should be glad you didn't take econs in JC cause it stinks!! Even smellier than you-know-what-is-blue-and-soft-and-smelly! HAHA.

Not for the faint hearted. HAHAHA.

Okay! It's gonna be a quick post, and I hope you'll bear with me. Cause you may read on and find this so wrong, or whatever and however you think it is. But I miss my broooooo ):

I really thank God that you enlisted on a weekend with the following weekend as CNY, so that you can book out earlier. But I'm beginning to miss you so much even though I just saw you just now.

But but! You're in tonight, until next saturday afternoon!! ):

I guess through your "disappearance", I've truly realised how much you mean to me.

How much I really need someone to talk to when I get home, just to talk about how I'm doing in school, spiritually, ministry and life as a whole, and yet knowing that you'll never get bored of my chatter, or judge me of my wrong doings.

How you'll always correct me, teach me and guide me to be a better person for God.

How I'd cry like a water tap, and laugh like a hyena, how you saw every single side of me and yet still loving me.

How you would fall asleep after I chatter on for over 2 hours. Hehe.

How much you are a blessing to me. (:

I really miss talking to the wee hours with you about life.

I guess I'll really have to learn how to treasure the nightly phone calls and the precious precious weekend you get. Haha.

Daaaang. it's gonna be a grueling SEVEN days without you!!! UGH!

NS stole my bf (best friend)

Yesterday, my mum, bro and I took neo-prints for the first time (we drew our dad in, cause he's overseas. HAHA )

Yesterday, I bought my brother a dog tag that says "Lemuel Teo // Ephesians 6:11-17"

Yesterday, I couldn't imagine that my bro's becoming a soldier in a few hours time.

Today, kor enlisted into the army.

Today, I heard the loudest "YES SIR!" I've ever heard in my life.

Today, I've seen the how united a group of people can be, though they've only met for a few hours.

Today, I saw my brother become a MAN, without crying! (:

Tomorrow, I'm gonna miss YOU so much, I can kill myself.

Tomorrow, I won't have anyone to go home with after church.

Tomorrow, I shall keep praying for you. For strength, willpower and the power to STAND (:

Love you many many best friend! :D

Hugs and kisses.

ENFP vs INFP, still me.

Just for my fun & interest, and your (i don't know what).

Results on 29Jan10 : Idealists - Healer

Results on 24Sept09 : Idealists - Champions

I've changed...woww.

I'm sorry if you find such personality tests a waste of time, but I like it a lot! Haha. So yeah (:

"Idealists are the most likely of all types to resonate with the Boomer phrase, "Finding Your Passion." Idealists strive to find Meaning and Unique Identity in their lives. "

In studying environment, "Healers (INFP) are the most sensitive to the underlying emotional current. If that current is negative and they can't fix it, they will find a way to withdraw. "

Haha, read here to know me better, though I don't agree with everything la. HA.

Hmm.

Why is it that people analyse (& sometimes criticise) each other's behaviours?

Why do people talk about each other behind the subject's back?

Why is it that it feels that people's eyes are like CCTVs, watching and questioning every movement or action?

I guess that's life.

& it's inevitable. Or not.

Deal with it!

It's here.

It's 2010, and it's the fourth day already.

Time flies, it somehow has wings that can fly at a speed of 1000000000kpm, or even faster.

Well, whatever it is. We have all entered 2010, it may be a year we've been waiting for, or a year that we're dreading. But be it this or that, it's not your choice.

Your choice is whether this year is going to be a good or bad one.

Your choice is if you wanna deal with your fears and doubts in life.

Your choice is to do something to see your dream come to pass.

Your choice is to worship God the way you know you should.

Your choice is to make Jesus, the Lord over everything.

Your choice is to study hard enough, so that you won't regret.

Your choice is to make a choice to choose what you want.

Your choice is everything.

But what is everything to you?

I can't say that this is the best period of my life cause I'm questioning, not doubting, just questioning.

Questioning about the point in stuff, and for some I already know the answer, but I still question.

What is the point of studying?

What is the point of doing well?

What is the point of dancing?

What is the point of serving in church?

What is the point of committing myself to so many things?

What is the point of making friends?

What is the point of praying?

What is the point of dreaming?

What is the point of living?

& the answer to everything is, God.

So farewell 2009, and greetings 2010.

God, make this year a fruitful one, please.

Missions, CPs Missions, Christmas and Camp!

It's really quite late now, but I thought I should just leave a little note to keep this a little more alive. (:

I just came back from my mission trip in Malacca, which was from 16-21dec.

It was a really good trip for me, though I feel that we could have done more.

But overall, I know God grew each and every one of us in the team in our personal spiritual life and as a team.

Dear mission team,

it's really amazing to see how two cells came together as one team, putting aside our differences and really putting in the effort to mingle and build our friendships. I really hope that it won't end here, be it our friendship or our growth in our King.

I really enjoyed the time I spent with the 13 of you, and I miss you guys quite a bit actually! Haha. All of you made this trip a much enjoyable and fun one, and not forgetting the ever-oh-so-cute kids we played with (: Heh.

Thank you Charmaine, Shawn, Shiyun, Christabel, Isabel, Joelle, Abel, Clarissa, Cavell, Courtney, Royston, Berek, and Renee so so much!

Go and change the world!

Well, other then missions,

I'm really really looking forward to ELEVATE (megalife & highlife) CAMP!!!!

&&& CHRISTMAS!!!!

I (HEART) CHRISTMAS WITH ALL MY HEART!

Hahah. I love the fellowship with the people, the carols, the gatherings, the presents :P (hehe!), & for this year, the Advanced Party for Camp! Haaaa.

But yeah, I'm really looking forward to a wonderful christmas! :D

Ps: Should I go back to ballet in 2010? S: